Just checking in, had a terrible day yesterday, today is some what better. Worked, moved some plants,a stayed  on my diet, even thought I was up about a half pound this morning! This is progress as I generally would say fuck it and eat more! Yay. Worked on swag bucks, my points and paidviewpoint. Chatted with Randy for a bit, about nothing as usual. Talked to Azya about a goal of mine, that I have had for a very. Long time. Living in the country, I'm thinking it is a time to put that goal into play. Where to start...

Where to start...

Well, I am just going to start with today. I got up at 4:30am (my usual time). I decided that since I was kind of broke, $250.00 to my name, that I would go to the casino, my first bad decision. At least I put gas in the car, bought some fruit and nail polish, before I lost the little money. I had. My aunts birthday is today, so I called her. I feel like my life is closing in around me right now. Several things going on in my life. My daughter did my toenails and I did my fingernails, so I did feel a bit better after that. I worked on a few rewards programs and cashed out at one of them. Pampers, for a $10.00 Starbucks gift card, that will be used on my trip to Florida the 2nd week of October... Is it October yet? Lol others worked on were, swag bucks, my points, epoll and paid viewpoint. More on these later. There are several people unhappy with me right now, I want to crawl under a rock. I started a new diet today, and have managed to stay on it all day. I want to lose 20 lbs by 7/1/14 which will be my 52nd birthday. My current weight is, 232.1 yeah I'm fat... Smh.