Where to start...

Well, I am just going to start with today. I got up at 4:30am (my usual time). I decided that since I was kind of broke, $250.00 to my name, that I would go to the casino, my first bad decision. At least I put gas in the car, bought some fruit and nail polish, before I lost the little money. I had. My aunts birthday is today, so I called her. I feel like my life is closing in around me right now. Several things going on in my life. My daughter did my toenails and I did my fingernails, so I did feel a bit better after that. I worked on a few rewards programs and cashed out at one of them. Pampers, for a $10.00 Starbucks gift card, that will be used on my trip to Florida the 2nd week of October... Is it October yet? Lol others worked on were, swag bucks, my points, epoll and paid viewpoint. More on these later. There are several people unhappy with me right now, I want to crawl under a rock. I started a new diet today, and have managed to stay on it all day. I want to lose 20 lbs by 7/1/14 which will be my 52nd birthday. My current weight is, 232.1 yeah I'm fat... Smh.